-- 作者： goodluck -- 发布时间： 2006/07/30 06:58am after i arrived calgary, i was busy with finding room to rent , then tried to find a job, for my english is bad, i became a cleaner,everyday i feel tired and sometimes want to go back to china, i have nothing here, no friends ,no furniture, no anything, but the most terrible thing is no english, i wonder when i can have a steady life, i am not young,but i have to start again. i do not know if other new immigrant have such feeling, maybe i am not strong,although i try my best to do the work , but i got the complain still, low feelig really. i have no friends to tell , so i express my motion by the internet,  sometimes i thought china is so good, why i left my hometown, but i can not go back , i am afraid i will be laughed at